since last sunday when i heard Joel Vestal's preaching at Common Ground i've been in a constant battle in my mind. i realized that i am lacking a vision for my life and am starting to wonder about what God has in mind for my life. what's really been on my mind lately is missions.
what also really struck me was at the Sonicflood concert when they were making a call for sponsering a child through world vision and the bassist was telling us that a recent study has revealed that if you have access to a computer that you belong to the wealthiest 2% of people in the world. so i'm really starting to think that i need to use all these things God gave me to really really use them for his purposes.
another thing also has been on my mind since Gina told me that there is a program with YWAM (youth with a mission) were you can get a degree in child education. i checked it out on the website and found it and now i'm getting really interested. of course the prerequisite of going to the UofN (University of the Nations) is that you do a DTS (Discipleship Training School) which consists of a 12 week classroom course and a 12 week outreach in another country. I know many people who've done one and they've come back so changed that it has always been something that i'd want to do too.
The only problem is that i don't have any money to go there (costs about $7000 all in all). So if God will provide me with it or with an idea of how to get it i'll do it (most likely).