yeah.. after this crazy day at your favorite coffee shop i've been doing some thinking.. i mean, my manager seems to just keep picking on me and think of reasons to give me crap.. i know he won't fire me because he doesn't want to hire new people and wait until they're trained well enough. but gosh, he's starting to drive me crazy.. maybe i'll leave first.. or transfer - just what he wants anyway..
especially now that i got my review i realize that i can't make it right for him anyway. first he tells me what needs to improve, then when i've improved and even he acknowledges it, then something else is bad.. and the review is just as crappy as the last one...
so WHY EVEN TRY when there's no difference???
Well, the difference is that i try and fail knowing that the outcome will be the same as if i don't try.. i just keep it to myself.. except today was an exceptionally bad day for me.. not sure why though.......
Other than those minor frustrating details I'm really happy and thankful. God has opened so many doors and shown me his grace countless times since i've moved here (and before too). It's really exciting to watch his plan for my life unfold the way it is and visions and dreams that he's shown me years ago start becoming a reality.
Oh, what exciting times we live in right now!!
Monday, September 04, 2006
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