ok, so here's what previously had been a scary situation for me: high medical bills, rent that appeared to be almost as high as my income and money that i owe people.
but just before i started to write this i was in the shower and thinking about the situation and i realized how much God had providing for me without me even noticing until now: my boss at Starbucks is making sure that i get to work 40 per week and with those numbers in mind i figured out that i'd be making more than 3x the amount i have to pay in rent!
the bills aren't gone yet and i still owe people money and will have to pay rent.. but now i can't imagine why i was afraid in this situation before.
i was also reminded of a statement i read on the door inside someones bathroom while i was in Switzerland: God provides for us by giving us work (as in a job that pays). God is just so providing for me this way right now!